Ramblings About My New Life

Me and S. are trying to reach an agreement to share the stuff we bought while married. I already lost our car and the plot but the best part is I don´t have any debt hanging above my head like a dark cloud.
All I ever wanted was to be understood, hugged and respected but I didn´t have the luck to find in S. the person who would appreciate me as I am, for what I am, without criticism or trying to change me.
My online world was a total absurd to him, I had to do all the housecores, groceries shopping & cooking and that says a lot about the pressure and stress I went trough. Not to mention his jealousy, self centered attitude, enlarged materialistic interests and drinking habits.
In the past years, I´ve became someone different because of all the frustrations in my married life. I had less joy, was often angry and depressed. For a while, I thought it was all my fault and even considered having therapy.
Now that my nightmare relation ended, I conquered my piece of mind and freedoom back. No money can buy them so I´m ready to lose other material stuff. He wants the LCD of our living room, the notebook I´m using, some CDs and other stuff.
In the past years, I´ve became less and less attached to material stuff. I learned frugality and how to save money.
My current job is going OK and I´m starting my life all over again. I´m ready to let go of the past and I will try to find my new path, my way, like in Sinatra´s song:




Good Weekend everyone!

6 comentários:

Mariuca said...

Hi Mize! I'm slowly getting back my blogging groove lol..haven been dropping much too, but been dropping on important blogs like NC of coz he he... Hope u and Miriam are enjoying ur weekend. :):):)

Ebie said...

Hi Mize, good attitude! Me, too I am attached to my lappy and camera and it makes me a happier person. Blogging and knowing web friends is so wonderful! Have a great weekend!

Bob said...

I went through a divorce to a long time ago. But I'm remarried now to the perfect wife. Don't settle for another bad relationship, like the last, just remember you deserve better and finding the right person may take time, so don't rush in.

Mira said...

Wow, I never thought you were going through all that, but I'm glad you are starting a 'new' life now with positive attitude and peace of mind. Go girl! Happy Sunday afternoon.

Scotty's Princess said...

< Hey Mize!

Everything will be OK. Hang in there. I am glad that you're back to dropping ECs once more.

Let bygones be bygones. Move forward and up, that's the only way to go!

Have a great week ahead of you, my friend!

Monica said...

Hi Mize! I'm glad it is all over.. I hope all is well and good for both you and Miriam! :) *hugs*